Happy Halloween!
I'm blogging today because I simply cannot
tahan some bloody loser...
I'm going to call him 'A' throughout this whole entry cause typing his name out will stain my entire blog
A was always trying to be accepted when he was in secondary school, but to little or no success. Being involved in lame fights he thought was cool and trying to suck up to teachers, who probably found the shamless fawning disgusting.
Somehow he managed to survive secondary school, which was a shock to many, cause they thought such people wouldn't ever survive the mental humiliation...damn! Why does he have such thick skin?
He eventually went to JC, where one of his first acts was to make a fool of himself acting some stupid role where he had to act cool and appear arrogant. What a way to make an impact!
Perhaps he did it by surviving using a facade to make his dull life interesting...maybe through a blog?
Oh yes he did!
Blogging under a fake persona, making his dull life interesting by spicing up his entries, coming up with stupid views with no evidence to back up whatsoever, telling others not to be cowards under nicks?! Wow sia...
Oh yeah! Who can forget his blog design which you will have no idea how to read unless u accidentaly scroll down? It also lists his 'abilities' and his 'values'...ablities include 'acting' and 'geog' and values read like some kind of school motto, including 'intergrity'?
Acting...man...he calls what he does acting? Man, how can one person perverse the word so much? I can safely say he's not...How dare he proclaim his ability is acting? This is an insult to people who can actually act because he groups himself with them. Just because you don't understand sarcasm when people 'praise' your acting, does not make you an actor, damn it!
Geog? Why the hell is that an ability? Oh I can do geog that's why it's an ability...wow sia...Please find some common sense, go look for it on the floor or something.
Why do you think people insult you in the first place? BECAUSE YOU ARE A
LOSER. Stop telling people to be cowards when you are one yourself. Why do I say that? Cause you are hiding...hiding under your shell...
Life is certainly unpredictable, ain't it?
Yesterday, we got back our results and got to know whether we will be
part of O1 next year or
part of organising O1(see how much difference 2 words make?), to put it nicely
. I came way too early in the morning, and ended up going for breakfast at Macs with the Chemistry people in my class, some of which 'ponned' lesson :P
Breakfast was full of speculation and other random stuff, like guessing who was the one person who well...did not make it and also about organising the class trip (something about forcing Ikthia to row the dragon boat while the rest of the class sits in it and have a picnic -_-"). Oh yeah, Xuewei, Sheri and though I don't want to admit it, myself, invented some weird sugar/creamer solid thing, which looked pretty good, but my guess is that eating that will give you instant diabetes, cause we used like 5 packs of creamer and 7 packs of sugar for 1 clump of that rubbish, plus droplets of tea and milo. Then after stoning outside Macs, suddenly someone suggested going to the playground and off we went. I suggested walking on the health stone thingys, you know the stuff that some aunties will go to the park and walk on, so as to torture themse...I mean improve their health. It hurt liked FUCK. The last time I walked on these things were like in primary school, so yeah man, I was cursing my whole vocab of vulgarities in Hokkien and English under my breath. The girls who tried it, i.e. , Sheri, Carol and Xuewei, sreamed in pain, especially Carol. I bet people in the neigbourhood must be wondering what's this bunch of NYJC students doing fooling around our minigarden and making so much bloody noise at 10 a.m. in the morning, when they should be in school, haha :D
Anyway, back in school, we went to the hall and sat through Mr Kwek's talk about the analysis of our promos results. Arts stream had only 3 people retaining, but Science stream had 83. *
Holy Shit* Last year, from what I know, there were only about 13 people who retained, so from about 2% of the level to about 10%, Mr Kwek means business.
The people who came to school in my class all got promoted, which means that the two who were not here, one of them, well...
Soon the class, perhaps due to being too high, started playing some lame ass chair chain rowing game, and cheering and screaming. But at the corner of my eye, I see tears flowing down freely from people in the other classes, all upset and disappointed with their results. I will never ever be able to know the mental/psychological battles that went through them, but if any of them read this, I wish you all the best and do not EVER despair, you can DO it!
( Rentention is a second chance, cherish it...Don't believe in only my words...achieve it yourself)So from what I written above, I guess that whoever who read this know that I go to J2 next year. But that is not enough. I met only the bare minimum for the promotion criteria, and I am extremly disappointed for 2 subjects, being Mathematics and General Paper. Maths was my stronghold before my promos. I aced most of the tests and had an average of about 70? Then the promos was horrid, way horrid, and that left me in a limbo of not knowing then, whether I will promote or stay. My GP was only a C, and I know that I can definitely do better, especially in my composition section. Not to say that my other results were particulary wonderful, just that I was disappointed with myself for this two subs especially...
I believe that I have what it takes. Like the Pheonix rising from the ashes, I too shall rise up again...Holidays are pretty much burnt thanks to extra lessons and council stuff such as LTC camp, retreat and preparing for O1. The people I'm working with in Logistics and my grouping in LTC are people who I don't really know, cept for Bingz, Sebas and Syimah. So this is also a chance for me to know more about my council mates such as Shuen Lin, Ren Kai,Veron and Monica, doing my own part in achieving the
ONE COUNCIL goal...haha :D.Tomorrow I will be meeting my Cat High friends back in CH itself. Precious memories are from there, and I hope I will have precious memories in NYJC as well ;)
