One more week left to the end of another journey in my life...Did I make the correct choice?Only Heaven Knows....
Was reading junyang's blog...sorta his blog anyway...and began reflecting. Yeah it's true...0626A hardly knew each other in the first week and now we are like best friends...Is the pace too fast?
I mean I think I am more familiar with one or two of my classmates in IJC in two months then with others in two years at Cat High...
But personally, in my mind, two words come to mind, " who cares?" Yeah...you read it right, at least we know we know each other well and go on class gatherings frequently. Who would rather be in a class full of strangers? Certainly not me...
I said before I would never change my mind on leaving...but now...there is just the ever slightest slightest tinge of not bearing to leave the class I have come to love...truly...even more than all my classes in 10 years at Cat High...
The guys in my class are like buds...Even ppl who i thought was very loner at first,(that means you Khim Hong lol ) are now on buddy buddy terms....the girls are close as well... and the guys get along with the girls well too....
Sheesh...Sometimes Life can be confusing...I guess it's a big journey that one must discover themselves.
For my 0626A frens who read this, the song playing is for you, "Journey" by Fan Wei Qi
I guess I will still leave, though I say the above, but now...It's with an even heavier heart...
I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU GUYS!
Whoever read my unedited version of this post...yeah I sound really TWITTY and GAY...So I am going to type in proper engrish...oops i mean English for the entry...if possible...
Anyway I got 15 points for my L1R5...not too bad...not too good..but when I first received my results,there was nothing but pure relief. Cause the principal had set a really gloomy tone and had announced a few hours b 4 I came back that the distinction rate drop like shit. And schools like Xin Min trounced us...sorta...So I was like wondering, "Hmm...hope my L1r4 is good...try to get a good poly course." Yeah that's my thought...i expected to get above 20...In the canteen, everyone was cursing out loud and saying "shit la...cannot stay in XYZ JC liao!" Then 2 o'clock came and everybody went up to the hall and expecting the worst. So the first one to collect results from my class was Zhi Hao and he got 15. Hey that isn't so bad...but to get my results, I had to wait for like twenty plus other people cause I am like the 30th guy in my class? But one by one, my friends went up and got pretty decent results ranging from 9-10 plus but I was still freaking worried, cause I saw people from the class next door (4-2) getting more than 20. But the first glimmer of hope came when Mr.Krishnan, my history teacher, told me that I got A2 for my history! :P I was damn worried bout my humans so getting A2 for history is a big relief. Soon after that, some friends of mine laid their hands on the list where all our results were written on. I rushed forward and elbowed some of the smaller fellas in my class away to look at the list...I got 15 points! So I was like freaking happy and practically grabbed my results from Madam Ng, my form and maths teacher. My results are as follows: English EMaths History A2 Chinese Physics Chem Comb.Humans B3 A Maths B4...the biggest suprise being the B3 for my comb.humans cause I didn't study for geog at all...as in literally never study. I called my mum,dad, godmum and tutor to tell them the news. Everyone was pretty happy with my results. I was very happy...at first...cause i realised I had 4 freaking 3s, meaning I missed A by pehaps a few marks?And my history I studied my second paper like 7 in the morning before stepping into the exam hall, but i got A2? Watsup with that? My sciences I pia like mad and 3s are all i get? sheesh! Dang...and 15 is a neither here nor there results...cannot get into the really good JCs but not so bad as to go to the really bad ones...sigh...But I was pretty sure I wasn't going to put Innova JC again. (in case some ppl don't know, I was at IJC for PAE) Not that I hate the place or the people...I love the people especially my class 0626A...but it's too far for me...It's a pretty difficult descision to make but...
Anyway enough about me...My class in cat high did pretty well...all cept one below 20...Lester got 10 Shit Boy got 10 Gerald Paul got 9 Zi Tong 9 Kenneth Fang 9 Ong Small Boy 10 Marcus 14 Alvin 14 Nick 15 shi yong 16 kenneth kang 11 patrick 11 ronald fong 11 boris 15 ronald goh 15 ROY 16 sean 14....and Gedeon my good friend from council top student with 10 A1s and Yunn Le my other good fren from bad ol' 2-2 got 9A1s...congrats to both of them! The innovians did well too...da wei 12 cleo 10 eddie 16 gary 14 junyang 12 doreen 16 shi huey 18...And Ben, though I would not noe the feeling u r going through right now, if you read this, i hope u will look at it positively, maybe it will be better for u this way. To my other frens who didn't do as well as expected or screwed up, best of luck w/ ur appeals to stay in ur respective JCs! all the best..
Maybe next week i will post some pics...so watch this space!
0626A rox my socks...will always remember the time spent at IJC in my heart!
