Y3JTKH's
I realised while I was reading through my damn early blog posts that I was more twit and gay in my writings that I thought I was...
I feel so wierd after reading those entries, cause they were like a meek attempt at trying to be ... hip? or cool? Don't know lah...
I also realised I was much more motivated in my secondary school days, as slack as I was, I knew when to buck up to do decently, unlike now. Man, what has happened to me?
Raging hormones when I came to JC due to being a monk in a monastery for ten years? (hey, more interesting than saying I was in a boys' school right?) Failure to adapt to my environment when I thought I had? A mistake in putting my priorities right?
I have got to get through this phase man...
Over and out...
Bah...It's like near 7 now and I'm still bleedy chionging my tuition homework due at 8 p.m....
It's all thanks to my procrasination, now as the june hols are drawing to a close, I haven't really achieved much. Plus, I'm going overseas next week, which pretty much screws up everything as well.
Yesterday after tuition, I went out with a couple of the guys, YK, Pier and Zi Tong, going to the usual steamboat place at AMK and gorging ourselves nuts. Shit man, two buffets within 2 weeks, Mondo Whack. I can forget about losing weight sia...(not that I think much about it though :P) Just so happens that we are all in different schools, with YK in Temasek Poly, Pier in CJC and Zi Tong in AJC. Was pretty fun hanging out with them, and eating from roughly the time the place opened till the time they were packing up, lol. Talked about all kind of random stuff, like school, bags, other dudes and of course, here and there, girls. Hey, we are a bunch of normal hot-blooded males man, what do you expect? And we are also a bunch of single males, which means we have 0 guilt talking about stuff like that.
After that, did the usual tradition of walking back to Serangoon from AMK. Saw a few fucking bikers at the zebra crossing wheezing up and down some cemented slope at the edge of soem turnng. One particular biker wanted to use me as a obstacle. Obviously I was rather pissed, and after walking about 5 metres away, I uttered a Hokkien expletive , describing the female ananomy in a rather crude way, loud enough for those fucking bastards to hear. I swear if I actually got knocked down by them, all hell will break loose. The 4 of us at the scene could definitely take on those 14/15 year old SOBs, and fling their so-called 'stunt bikes' in their faces. Heck man, next time I walk past there, I'm gonna stuff a metal pole in my bag and as soon as they come within an inch of me, then smack them, all over the floor, smack them, till they get sore(and bleeding).
Later, over and out
Adverts are funny...
Nokia says their N95 is more than a phone, and then say their N6300 is simplicity at it's best? So you want us to be simple or complex? Life is so simple that it's complex is zit?
88.3FM Jia's advert female lead is sad...her newest love interest sounds like the perfect guy...knows when she feels down, tells her the best place to eat, knows the best western and chinese songs and we finally find out that he is in the room itself! OMG?! WHERE?! The nerdy fella sitting there? No people...it's a bloody radio station...wah lau...she that damn undesirable meh?
Later...
Going to the zoo with guys alone is gay...So I will never go to the zoo with guys alone...
However going to the zoo with two other guys and three girls is not such a bright idea too, as I found out today.
Met up with yong kang firstat amk macs, then when to some verenda thingy to play WWE cards (yes you read right). He was feeling nostalgic and stuff and wanted to play...go figure...
Then met up with Loga, Sheri, Xues and Cheryl Dan to take bus to the zoo....
On the bus, I received a shocking piece of news, bout council, more about that later...
At the zoo, it started out okay. We went to see the alligators and some howling monkeys, while Cheryl was freaking out about the monkeys...go figure again. Then we went to see the seal feeding time and see seals (DUH), followed by big ass polar bears (pics soon). Soon we were walking in circles and after a LONG while, found our way to a KFC where we had lunch and to play more cards...
Then it bloody rained, but luckily only for awhile. Soon found our way to the reptile garden whatnot and Xues, due to her fear of lizard like things, didn't go into the place where we could see Iguanas, Turtles and Monitor Lizards up close. Yeah, by the time Yong Kang and I were shacked (okay, Loga too), so we did dumb ass things such as acting gay, speaking in accents, etc dumbass stuff. But the girls had like loads of energy, first walked all the way to the elephant show from the farm area, and BACK to the farm area to watch some stupid dog show, which was like a COMPLETE waste of 18 MINS of my LIFE!!!!!! Finally, they were fatigued and wanted to go back, but not before saying bye to the polar bears -_-"...Oh yeah, Yong Kang touched an ass LOL (leave it to your own imagination)
Soon went all the way back to AMK and then took bus to Heartland Mall with Yong Kang and walked around and asked around for M2 prices...and almost vomit blood
1st shop-$98 WTF
2nd shop-$85 (but wow can charge me $75 if I buy too...well F U)
3rd shop-$75
Sim Lim Square-$65
See the huge ass difference?
Anyway about council, I will be in a different comm soon...but I will never ever forget Aesthe...All my current comm mates will be in new comms, and in my new comm are people I not familiar with. But I will take the challenge, however the times as Aesthe will never be forgotten.
From that loser's tagboard:
all the people degrading me on my blog, be forewarned, i know your service providers. do not make me call them to get your internet service suspended
SUSPENDED? ON WHAT FUCKING BASIS???? BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE TELLING YOU WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOUR LOSER LIFE????YOU'RE A SAD PIECE OF SHIT...
Happy Halloween!
I'm blogging today because I simply cannot
tahan some bloody loser...
I'm going to call him 'A' throughout this whole entry cause typing his name out will stain my entire blog
A was always trying to be accepted when he was in secondary school, but to little or no success. Being involved in lame fights he thought was cool and trying to suck up to teachers, who probably found the shamless fawning disgusting.
Somehow he managed to survive secondary school, which was a shock to many, cause they thought such people wouldn't ever survive the mental humiliation...damn! Why does he have such thick skin?
He eventually went to JC, where one of his first acts was to make a fool of himself acting some stupid role where he had to act cool and appear arrogant. What a way to make an impact!
Perhaps he did it by surviving using a facade to make his dull life interesting...maybe through a blog?
Oh yes he did!
Blogging under a fake persona, making his dull life interesting by spicing up his entries, coming up with stupid views with no evidence to back up whatsoever, telling others not to be cowards under nicks?! Wow sia...
Oh yeah! Who can forget his blog design which you will have no idea how to read unless u accidentaly scroll down? It also lists his 'abilities' and his 'values'...ablities include 'acting' and 'geog' and values read like some kind of school motto, including 'intergrity'?
Acting...man...he calls what he does acting? Man, how can one person perverse the word so much? I can safely say he's not...How dare he proclaim his ability is acting? This is an insult to people who can actually act because he groups himself with them. Just because you don't understand sarcasm when people 'praise' your acting, does not make you an actor, damn it!
Geog? Why the hell is that an ability? Oh I can do geog that's why it's an ability...wow sia...Please find some common sense, go look for it on the floor or something.
Why do you think people insult you in the first place? BECAUSE YOU ARE A
LOSER. Stop telling people to be cowards when you are one yourself. Why do I say that? Cause you are hiding...hiding under your shell...
Life is certainly unpredictable, ain't it?
Yesterday, we got back our results and got to know whether we will be
part of O1 next year or
part of organising O1(see how much difference 2 words make?), to put it nicely
. I came way too early in the morning, and ended up going for breakfast at Macs with the Chemistry people in my class, some of which 'ponned' lesson :P
Breakfast was full of speculation and other random stuff, like guessing who was the one person who well...did not make it and also about organising the class trip (something about forcing Ikthia to row the dragon boat while the rest of the class sits in it and have a picnic -_-"). Oh yeah, Xuewei, Sheri and though I don't want to admit it, myself, invented some weird sugar/creamer solid thing, which looked pretty good, but my guess is that eating that will give you instant diabetes, cause we used like 5 packs of creamer and 7 packs of sugar for 1 clump of that rubbish, plus droplets of tea and milo. Then after stoning outside Macs, suddenly someone suggested going to the playground and off we went. I suggested walking on the health stone thingys, you know the stuff that some aunties will go to the park and walk on, so as to torture themse...I mean improve their health. It hurt liked FUCK. The last time I walked on these things were like in primary school, so yeah man, I was cursing my whole vocab of vulgarities in Hokkien and English under my breath. The girls who tried it, i.e. , Sheri, Carol and Xuewei, sreamed in pain, especially Carol. I bet people in the neigbourhood must be wondering what's this bunch of NYJC students doing fooling around our minigarden and making so much bloody noise at 10 a.m. in the morning, when they should be in school, haha :D
Anyway, back in school, we went to the hall and sat through Mr Kwek's talk about the analysis of our promos results. Arts stream had only 3 people retaining, but Science stream had 83. *
Holy Shit* Last year, from what I know, there were only about 13 people who retained, so from about 2% of the level to about 10%, Mr Kwek means business.
The people who came to school in my class all got promoted, which means that the two who were not here, one of them, well...
Soon the class, perhaps due to being too high, started playing some lame ass chair chain rowing game, and cheering and screaming. But at the corner of my eye, I see tears flowing down freely from people in the other classes, all upset and disappointed with their results. I will never ever be able to know the mental/psychological battles that went through them, but if any of them read this, I wish you all the best and do not EVER despair, you can DO it!
( Rentention is a second chance, cherish it...Don't believe in only my words...achieve it yourself)So from what I written above, I guess that whoever who read this know that I go to J2 next year. But that is not enough. I met only the bare minimum for the promotion criteria, and I am extremly disappointed for 2 subjects, being Mathematics and General Paper. Maths was my stronghold before my promos. I aced most of the tests and had an average of about 70? Then the promos was horrid, way horrid, and that left me in a limbo of not knowing then, whether I will promote or stay. My GP was only a C, and I know that I can definitely do better, especially in my composition section. Not to say that my other results were particulary wonderful, just that I was disappointed with myself for this two subs especially...
I believe that I have what it takes. Like the Pheonix rising from the ashes, I too shall rise up again...Holidays are pretty much burnt thanks to extra lessons and council stuff such as LTC camp, retreat and preparing for O1. The people I'm working with in Logistics and my grouping in LTC are people who I don't really know, cept for Bingz, Sebas and Syimah. So this is also a chance for me to know more about my council mates such as Shuen Lin, Ren Kai,Veron and Monica, doing my own part in achieving the
ONE COUNCIL goal...haha :D.Tomorrow I will be meeting my Cat High friends back in CH itself. Precious memories are from there, and I hope I will have precious memories in NYJC as well ;)
